okay? are you going to blackmail me with it? are you gonna post it and make me and possibly other people more upset? you think its so horrible that i find humor in a disturbing thing. i think its more horrible that you are attacking me for what i find humorous and not leaving me alone about it even after i deleted the things mostly to appease you and other people who found it upsetting. i made a mistake and i accept that but you need to let it go.